i am seriously depressed and i wanna crying!!
i have been studying my finance stuff for so long! i already know over 80% of the stuff and i already understand the concepts - even those stupid, confusing long put; long call; short put; short call but i just cannot remember my formulas because they make no sense to me!
what the fuck is the point of knowing concepts when you cannot remember/use formulas when sitting for exams. and all the stupid theories, conditions, proxys, assumptions are killing me. it's like dejavu again! i can never understand logarithums and differentiation.. they don't make sense!! so i cannot remember! O levels, A levels - no matter how hard i try - i never pass for any test on log and diff!!
yuhua cannot imagine herself if she graduates and goes into the finance sector.. how was she to know stocks had so many complexed theories behind them. reading about them on the newspapers seem so simple.
now - i just wanna crawl six foot under and close the lid.
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