rant

woots. been so long since i last blogged.

nothing much happening these days other than work. been busy with work lately but i am a happy worker! it feels good to be working again and in a more comfortable environment plus better pay = happy yuhua. hohohoho and i hope to be able to earn more money while it is still the holidays. i have one year to save up for my grad trip to japan and maybe more?

if i graduate next year that is... *bitter laughter* sigh~

exam results should be out next week. latest, latest - our results should be out by 15th of Sept. unlike in year 1, i am not even concerned about the results yet. i totally freaked myself out everyday, after the exams last year but aiya - everything is out of my control anyway.. of course i worry about i failing every paper... so i have been thinking - if i really fail this year's exams then i might drop this degree and pursue something that i am really interested in. or i have to purse a second degree after this UOL one. sigh~

i seldom regret something and i sometimes feel that finance is seriously not my cup of tea. so i DID REGRET taking this major. but its too late to say anything now. dad already spent so much on uni fees. i feel so bad when i don't do well cuz its like i wasted dad's hard earned money....

but i have to confess - i am absolutely a lousy friend too! i am guilty of neglecting people's birthdays! cuz i realised that over the last 2 weeks, i have either been forgetting people's birthdays and their parties or not been able to attend at all. so sorry!! my bad, my bad.

hmmm. i am such a lousy friend.. tsk tsk tsk..